Sometimes
Sometimes it is hard to be human. Is what I’m feeling a defense mechanism? Am I motivated to do X, Y, and Z as an avoidance of A, B, and C? What am I supposed to be feeling right now? Ugh.
Here’s what I think I know:
- I am still deeply upset by how a realty company treated me in October — particularly since their misunderstanding of the situation was a function of their own negligence. Very, very hurtful.
- I am growing increasingly comfortable with the ups and downs of an entrepreneur’s cash flow. Two years ago I could not have handled the swings. Maybe it’s the downward dogs, the warrior threes, the meditative breathing; whatevs. I am lessy Grippy McGripperson on the “reality” of “now” and feeling much more fluid and able to roll with the punches. And stuff.
- I am so glad to finally only have one office. Now I can dig into making it a great space, a space for creativity, collaboration, shenanigans, and high speed interwebz.
Everything else: not so sure. Perhaps I’ll figure it out. Perhaps figuring it out is besides the point.
